The feeling of being in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. I think I forgot what it feels like. I don’t remember what it feels like to love that significant other. To have that deep affection and devotion. To have that warmth when you’re with them and that attachment. In the last two relationships, the relationship ended right after an “I love you,” or right before it and yeah, part of it was my fault. I just didn’t feel that spark, or have the same feelings as in the beginning. I felt like it wasn’t a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, only a friends with benefits thing, but there was commitment. I want to know what it feels like to fall in love, and be in a long term relationship. I want my next to be the one: friend, best friend, lover, boyfriend, then when the time comes - husband. It’s a lot to ask for, and I’m trying my best to be patient.