Sometimes I think I’m crazy, like I’m over exaggerating. So, I hardly complain and if i do; it’s just to myself or to a piece of paper or word document. I like to make sure I’m not making this all up in my head, but now, realistically... I just want someone to help me, instead of me always helping others. Yeah, I always tell myself I want to be the change others want to see in the world, and that I enjoy helping others, but I’m just starting to get !@##%!*... tired? frustrated? I’m not sure. It feels like no one can help me. I ask, but I’m not receiving anything in return. Yeah, it’s good to give, instead of receive; but as humans, we all need to receive. I’m just getting tired. I’m young. I shouldn’t feel tired.